The jury is out.

This morning he told me that he would not be contacting me, he would say good night to me at bed time, but other than that he would not be contacting me, he would not set any times for me...nothing. He would say goodnight to me at bedtime and that would be it.

It threw me a bit...in fact it threw me a lot.

Have I had a good day? .............................Yes I have.

Have I missed him?............Yes I have.

Do I feel less/ more of anything? .............I feel less stressed.

Have I learnt anything?...................I am not sure.

When I signed into my msn; he was online. I was talking to my sister on skype and so said hello and told him what I was doing.

His response............

"Its ok, I'm not looking to talk anyway"

Did I feel rejected....................yes, a bit, although its not bedtime...............

Is my response a good thing or a bad thing?

Well the jury in my head is out on this one.

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