I am in trouble

He is pissed at me for being rude............was I rude? apparently.
He is pissed at me generally.

I don't want to talk to him, I don't want to spend time with him..........but like he says..........if he wants to talk .............we talk.
 
I am sorry to be whinging again......................I'm fed up, miserable,tired, lonely and sad.

I wish he was far away and I wish he was here.........what a mess.