Sometimes being apart makes life very difficult, and for some reason either he fails to, or chooses not to understand that I cannot be online all the time, and that my computer/phone doesn't do a song and dance every time he logs on, especially when he is online and not visible.
However I think my extra sensory powers of prediction are meant to be able to predict it...........and they don't.
I want to tell him he is being unreasonable, that I cant always be there for him to talk to when he wants. But he knows this anyway.
I want to tell him he is being VERY unreasonable.......but I cant.
I have and he says, yes that its true, but he still sends me messages about not being online.
I want to SCREAM....................... but I wont.
I will bite my tongue.
I will sulk.
I will fume inside.
I will have to tell him in the end.............something he already knows.
I know he is just making a point.
That I am unavailable because he has allowed me to be unavailable.
I still want to scream and stamp my feet at the unfairness of his comments.