Here are some questions I have been pondering for the last 24 hours....
Is realising that what I think I want and need not the same as what he thinks and is not going to happen?
Is knowing that what I say is not going to change things something I have to just accept?
Is admitting to myself that I have given up, submission?
I don't think there is any more "fight " left in me, maybe that what he was waiting for.
I would be very interested in knowing what you think.