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Thursday, 24 March 2011

sexy underwear

So why when he says "I don't want you naked tonight when I talk to you, I want you dressed in some sexy underwear for me"..............why does it make me want to cry.

Why do I feel the tears welling up inside me and my heart sinking?

Why do I want to say "I don't want to"?

Why is it all so very difficult?

I want it all to go away.


  1. Hugs! Your pain is running so deep!

  2. I can't imagine why ~
    But please keep being gentle with yourself.
    Sometimes the answers show up when you aren't really looking.